36. “I Analyze” (Virgo)
I give myself so these others may be nourished, so they too may give forth fruit to others, who are nourished by their offerings.
This is the 37th posting in a series of 73, released every 5th day in 2025
0. Momentum Metanoia 1. The Root: Fuel’s Potential 2. The Organism Prism 3. From All to Part 4. Rooted Right In 5. Ego Formation 6. “I Am” (Aries) 7. Seeing Survival, Rising Above It 8. Pain as a Teacher 9. Distinct Yet Inseparable 10. Sacral Center: Initiation 11. The Embodied Experience 12. “I Have” (Taurus) 13. Bondage 14. Self-Assurance 15. Rising into Relation 16. The Breath of the Fool 17. The Mind and Message 18. “I Think” (Gemini) 19. The Tentacles 20. Solar Plexus: Discernment 21. Relation to the Feeling 22. Collaboration, Co-Creation 23. Intuition, Fate, and Fortune (The Moon) 24. "I Feel" (Cancer) 25. Transmutation 26. Inversion, Not Diversion 27. Feeling into the Expression 28. Soul to See 29. Sol (The Sun) 30. “I Will” (Leo) 31. The Heart: Creative Heat 32. The Inner Child 33. Expression Meets Reflection 34. Broadcast Brilliance 35. The Wounded Healer, the Ripening
Thirty-Six signifies the acknowledgment of diminishment in the inspired momentum. Life has become bittersweet, for I witness of myself the plateau in my development. My fruits have come to fullness, and are now consolidating my energy within them. I sense their inner-workings: the seeds that are growing within them. I am in my maturity of self- I am at peace with this, and I accept that a new unknown threshold is to come.
“I analyze” in reflection what has been my journey to this point, for in truth there is nothing more for me to do during this time. My roots are well established, the summer’s intensity has dulled down into a comfort of stability. I am content with the listening to the birds, to the wind; even with the deer and the bugs who come to eat my overgrowth. I do not hold to these as being my own- in my arrival to the truth that I have been nourished by those who love me unconditionally, I wish to emulate their example for the sake of embodying their wisdom.
I give myself so these others may be nourished, so they too may give forth fruit to others, who are nourished by their offerings. In my witnessing of the cycles in my own life to this point, I begin to see these cycles are all pervasive, encompassing me.
I am the mirror to see myself, to then become the mirror for others to witness who they are in their own design- in their own time.