27. Feeling into the Expression (Cancer/Leo)
"The greatest work to be done is to be with yourself."
This is the 28th posting in a series of 73, released every 5th day in 2025
0. Momentum Metanoia 1. The Root: Fuel’s Potential 2. The Organism Prism 3. From All to Part 4. Rooted Right In 5. Ego Formation 6. “I Am” (Aries) 7. Seeing Survival, Rising Above It 8. Pain as a Teacher 9. Distinct Yet Inseparable 10. Sacral Center: Initiation 11. The Embodied Experience 12. “I Have” (Taurus) 13. Bondage 14. Self-Assurance 15. Rising into Relation 16. The Breath of the Fool 17. The Mind and Message 18. “I Think” (Gemini) 19. The Tentacles 20. Solar Plexus: Discernment 21. Relation to the Feeling 22. Collaboration, Co-Creation 23. Intuition, Fate, and Fortune (The Moon) 24. "I Feel" (Cancer) 25. Transmutation 26. Inversion, Not Diversion
Twenty-Seven signifies the emerging expression that rises as consequence of culminating emotions. As has been the development through the twenties within this series, feelings have emerged as consequence of breaking through the soil- coming into relation with the external world. Just as the seedling experienced the release from the seed, coming to recognize its own distinction from the protective case which had been enshrouding it back at Seven, signifying the relationship with harmony to persevere despite challenge and the experience of discordance- something new is coming to be experienced. It does not feel to be a matter of life or death, but more-so the substance which creates the distinction: the quality of life and the way it is being perceived.
As the Summer comes to rise, it is recognized that there are many connections which come and go; some stay interwoven and entangled through the roots, some come to be a connection one in the same as a fleeting moment- just as a fly, or a beetle, or a butterfly, or a bee with a flower. There are two components of life which are always in communion with me, however: the Mother, the womb, the Earth in which I was born and will never leave- always supporting always nourishing; the Father, the Light, the Sol which- despite his distance and constant separation- maintains all and contains all in his gravitational influence.
I am between these two, I am sustained by these two. My growth and well-being are maintained within this- and yet, I feel I am wanting to be more than this. I am seeing I am to become more than this, but these new growths are consuming all of my energy.
Mother and Father, I ask for wisdom, I seek guidance: how can I simply be? How can I come to accept this time of development without desiring for things to change according to my wants and desires? How can I change in this rigidity, to surrender to my natural process once more and enjoy the unique growth and development just as I once was within the innocence- and ignorance- of the seed?
Earth: “Be still, be in me; all is provided, watched over, and protected. What was the feeling when broken through the seed? And then through the soil? Break through once more at this time, seeing it too of a unique design. It is no longer as obvious as it was with the seed and the soil- and yet, within those times, did you realize the confinement within your own security? Although of a different nature, thresholds are always being transitioned through for the sake of being you- some of these thresholds can only be crossed by means of self-generation.”
Sol: “Wisdom rests within awareness to presence. All those who you shared excitement with through the rise into Summer are also along their own journeys; witness: they are still with you although the form has changed. As I and Mother Earth are with you, so too are all of your brothers and sisters.
“The greatest work to be done is to be with yourself.”
