24. "I Feel" (Cancer)
Although my flowers have withered away, “I think” “I feel” something new rising in their place. I am certain it is of me, and yet it is not fully of me.
This is the 25th posting in a series of 73, released every 5th day in 2025
0. Momentum Metanoia 1. The Root: Fuel’s Potential 2. The Organism Prism 3. From All to Part 4. Rooted Right In 5. Ego Formation 6. “I Am” (Aries) 7. Seeing Survival, Rising Above It 8. Pain as a Teacher 9. Distinct Yet Inseparable 10. Sacral Center: Initiation 11. The Embodied Experience 12. “I Have” (Taurus) 13. Bondage 14. Self-Assurance 15. Rising into Relation 16. The Breath of the Fool 17. The Mind and Message 18. “I Think” (Gemini) 19. The Tentacles 20. Solar Plexus: Discernment 21. Relation to the Feeling 22. Collaboration, Co-Creation 23. Intuition, Fate, and Fortune (The Moon)
Twenty-Four signifies the emergence of emotional intelligence- the beginning of the relationship that exists between external thoughts and experiences with the internal quality of life within self. As “Two signifies the emergence of tension points to maintain a system” and “Four signifies a personal aim upon the spectrum in relation to where the individual is positioned,” emotional intelligence opens up the individual to recognize there are other sentient experiences which exist outside of the self, and that these other experiences can both affect and be effected by the quality of life that exists within the self.
The season calls forth maturity out of necessity. As the summer becomes initiated through this time’s passing, the nature begins to shift once more. The spring flowers come to die- the messages, knowledge, and resources were shared accordingly. The adolescent evolved into the pubescent, and now comes to access an intuitive understanding: the initiation into introspection after the novel stimulation of communication has slowed down- yet dialogue continues momentum, without any external forms to communicate.
Although my flowers have withered away, “I think” “I feel” something new rising in their place. I am certain it is of me, and yet it is not fully of me. Witness once more the alchemical process, the Art and Science of Life unfolding: through the sharing of messages, knowledge, resources- simply by emitting my essence into the wind- a new form is expanding, a new dimension of existence is evolving. As the distractions have come to slow down, I return once more to myself and what must be done for the sake of not only survival, but also living well.
For what is the point of existence if it is not being enjoyed presently?
What of myself is speaking now to be heard?
How have I learned to listen after I have come to learn to express?
Is everything gone now? Is it because of something I have done?
Realize now this is all a part of the process, the process that is ever in change. Return to self, be in the development and growth once more. Loneliness is seen to be the introduction of a new element of self that seems foreign that is wishing to be befriended, assimilated, and incorporated into the living essence. Self-creation is always in motion, always in accordance with tidal forces.
Beautiful photos. Looks like places I'd feel free.