25. Transmutation
Fear is the fuel not yet known how to utilize.
This is the 26th posting in a series of 73, released every 5th day in 2025
0. Momentum Metanoia 1. The Root: Fuel’s Potential 2. The Organism Prism 3. From All to Part 4. Rooted Right In 5. Ego Formation 6. “I Am” (Aries) 7. Seeing Survival, Rising Above It 8. Pain as a Teacher 9. Distinct Yet Inseparable 10. Sacral Center: Initiation 11. The Embodied Experience 12. “I Have” (Taurus) 13. Bondage 14. Self-Assurance 15. Rising into Relation 16. The Breath of the Fool 17. The Mind and Message 18. “I Think” (Gemini) 19. The Tentacles 20. Solar Plexus: Discernment 21. Relation to the Feeling 22. Collaboration, Co-Creation 23. Intuition, Fate, and Fortune (The Moon) 24. "I Feel" (Cancer)
Twenty-Five signifies transmutation, the application of thought forms paired with effort to transform physical forms, emotional patterns, or habits of behavior. As “Two signifies the emergence of tension points to maintain a system” and “Five signifies action,” this stage within the development of the seed represents the “hormonal change” within the chemistry of the plant. The flower has come to die and the fruit is beginning to be formed consequence of the pollination, representing the merging of external knowledge/language/experience with the internal + intimate + personal relationship.
Fear is the fuel not yet known how to utilize. It is the dense, raw potential brought forth into activation through illumination- in turn, generating light. Transmutation is the transformation of raw (potential) energy into conscious (kinetic) creation. As it goes, this relationship between the raw energy and the conscious creation exists as a spectrum; when this is considered in relation to the human condition, this “raw energy” exists as patterns of behavior linked to survival. Although not ideal, these patterns do allow some sense of predictability or consistency despite how diminished the quality of life is relative to what is the potential.
Change the pattern, change the outcome. Change the relation to the energy, change the creation as a consequence. Purity is relatively easy to access, but true mastery is in the maintaining of it without being lost in stagnation or delusional fear containers.
Sit with and listen to the voice of worry, of doubt, of uncertainty: what is the wisdom being overlooked?
How have I not evolved my understanding of communication within myself to normalize misinterpretations?
Why do I play this game of oscillation? Why am I caught in the illusion of external fixation?
Language in the external world is limited in its capacity to instill understanding within the self; like all things, it can become a form of addiction to consume the information generated by others- to then gauge this as some metric of “intelligence” and some value of “knowledge.” But what is it truly feeding? And is this truly nourishment? It is the irony of this message being shared through Substack; what are you doing on here, what are you wanting to find as an experience? Is it diluting the potential of the human experience, despite it seemingly offering a novel pathway for interaction and some sense of “connection?”
